7 weeks

I put my heart into your hands
Here's my soul to keep
I let you in with all that I can
You're not hard to reach
And you bless me with the best gift(s)
That I've ever known
You give me purpose
Yeah, you've given me purpose.

Everyday. In every way.

7 weeks 4 days.

Every day it seems like it’s going so slow. We have 14.5 days til we see our baby via US. Everyday I keep just thinking of the image of that little peanut floating around with it’s heartbeat just a fluttering. But then somedays I feel as if my life my crash down if something is wrong. I need to stop getting on the internet. I need to remember that God has blessed me with this little miracle, again and gave me my desires. No reason to take away. GOD HAS ME! God has US! 

but with all my worries....I will say this--- this little baby will get a tiny lil' spankin’ when it gets out for making it’s mama so SICK! I have been so queasy all day long. I am okay in the mornings but after 8am it’s on all day long til I go to bed. =( Some nights I have sat on the couch holding a towel over my face where I didn’t have to smell what V was cooking and go to bed eating a banana or yogurt. Meat is so yucky! Veggies are so yucky! BLEH! Everything is so yucky! But I bet I will still gain weight =P That is just my stupid body haha. 

But I am giving my life and my little babies life into God’s hands = ) He gives me purpose. He knows my plan. He has already had it figured it, way before I even could realize and I am so thankful, blessed and highly favored <3

14 more days! I can not wait to see my little blueberry! <3 Praying there is only ONE little blueberry that is so cute and healthy because I am a little chunky chunky! EEK! LOL Picture soon!  

funny thing this week: I can not stand the smell/taste of meat. UGH! One night as I was so blah while V was cooking chicken and peppers, I said "Ugh that chicken is killing me!" Macyn goes running into the kitchen with V and says "Dadddddyyy!!! That chicken IS KILLING my momma!!" and started crying. I was like noooo not really killing me...just hurting momma belly! =P 

How far along? 7 weeks and 4 days 

Month: April 2016

Baby is as big as a: blueberry

Total weight gain: Was up 3 lbs last week but don’t weigh myself so won’t know til April 29. I am praying it’s the same…or heck even lower! LOL but I doubt because my once love for salads are no longer. 

Maternity clothes? All I wear is maxi dresses =P but can still fit my 9/10s so have gained tooo much =P

Stretch marks? nope

Sleep: I am so exhausted every second of the day. Last night I don’t even remember going to sleep. =P I wish I could take a mid day nap! 

Best moment this week: getting closer to April 29!!

Nicknames: "Baby sister" "baby boo"

Food cravings: peanut butter & jelly with sour cream chips, spaghetti and McDonald’s cheeseburgers num num num (of course everything terrible for me!)

Missing not having to worry about a little person that is growing in side of you 24/7

Anything making you queasy or sick: everything haha! =P  mostly just at night. My heat press really gets me too….blah

Gender: not sure yet. Gunna make an appointment at 15 weeks to see =)

Symptoms: exhausted, super nauseous, sore bb and started with hip pain….but that maybe from riding the exercise bike =P 

Belly Button in or out? in

Mood: Just tired....tired in general and tired of having to wait to see my baby LOL

Exercise: I have done 20 mins on elliptical/bike every night plus some weights=) Serious about keeping weight low and steady. 

Looking forward to: APRIL 29 at 1:15!! I know I will cry. I can feel it already =P I just am praying everything is so perfect. I want happy tears!